sparrow_from_planet_astos
24th Mar 2010, 07:36 PM
at first i was a christian. i was happy because i had a friend in jesus. i've been ignored by him, so he's a traitor like everyone else. i've been abused, spit on, insulted, alienated, let down, rejected, mocked, neglected, put into places i did not want to live in, and then i almost died from an illness, i've been to hell on earth. what kind of god let all that shit happen to someone he supposedly loves? i've been rejected by most living things, even god. i wanted to be friends with the son of a bitch, to talk to me but he never did. i had an absolutely shitty hand of playing cards handed to me by the bitch-goddess life. i've seen no justice for those who hurt me. there is no fucking justice in this shitty world. i wish i can sit in the middle of the road and let cars run me over.
i'm sorry, i just needed to vent. i don't want to hear any b.s. about how much god loves me, because it's a fucking lie!
i'm sorry, i just needed to vent. i don't want to hear any b.s. about how much god loves me, because it's a fucking lie!