My Baby My Angel



I thought one night would be fun
Just once only once
I called upon your daddy
What happened next I will leave a secret
I didn't think that you would come
A Baby A Gift

Mommy I just found out today
That I am going to live
But since you're a young teen this was the price to pay
I hope I am a miracle, not some silly thing
For now I cannot fly without my angel wings

Dearest Baby I can feel you growing inside
Its been a month and I haven't told any one
I hope the noticeable symptoms subside
My 15th birthday is nearing
And I fear what others think
Soon, Soon I will tell your daddy
I think I will tell him while has fixing that old sink

Mommy I know you'll be so proud of me
My bodies starting to grow
I think I can hear my heart beating
I hope you doing the right thing to let daddy know.

Today I told your daddy
He wasn't to happy
He cursed and said he didn't want you
Let alone want me
He told me he wouldn't love me
If I didn't loose you
For he said has much to young To finally be a daddy

Mommy for the first time I hear daddies voice
Is it supposed to be that mean?
I heard that he gave you a choice
But he sounded very keen
Are you going to keep me?
I'm hoping that you will
Please mommy give me a chance
For I'm your baby girl

My dear angel
I have no clue what to do
Your nearing three months now
Five months is to late for an Abortion
I don't want to tell my parents, but they'll
notice as I grow into a cow
Lately I've been depressed
Lonely and let down

I can feel that your sad
I hope I bring you joy
I hope I am something good and nothing ever
bad
I promise if you keep me I will never really
annoy
It seems that Daddy is only going to have to be
a dad

Little one I cant tell my parents
They have huge plans for me
I know I don't want to do this
But its you or me that has to go
Today I plan to throw myself down the stairs
Leading to your death
Please, Please forgive me
I hope you know I love you

Mommy today I felt a little weird
More shaking then ever
I also heard you cry
Please never say never
Where I lay the room started to spin
I hope that your plan wouldn't win
To end my tiny life
For I loved the mommy I was in

My baby
To let you know
My plan didn't work
I hope your little system isn't running slow
Because now I need you
I finally let my parents know
That I was having a baby
The only thing they said was You Little Hoe!
I hope over time they accept you
You are my angel my baby

I cant believe you told
Grandma and Grandpa with pride
What you did was bold
If I were you I would have lied
Now for some reason my surroundings are
feeling a little cold
For a minute I thought I died
But then I realized we no longer had a home
Now I am forced to live on the streets
Without a nice warm home

All I can do right now is beg your daddy
To help us live alone
Oh guess what I know you're a girl
Your name will be Maddy
I am so happy you're my little girl
So is your daddy

I am glad that you are happy for me
7 months has quickly passed
Now I have hair and fingers
I cant wait for the 9 months to end atlas
I hear you talked to daddy
He finally let us in
I know you'll both be excited when you hear my cries
For my mommy I hope that I make up for your
horrible past

Yes my baby
Daddy let us in
He said he would help
And we'd be a family again
I dropped out of school
To become a full time mommy
Now your only 2 weeks away
From being in my arms

Mommy I can feel its close to time
My body is almost perfected
I cant wait till you hear my first whine
I'll be perfect not defected
I guess I get to decide when I want to come
But I'll give you that two weeks
I know you'll need your rest
For when I come around

I lay on the couch waiting for your daddy
He's bringing me to dinner
He said he had a surprise
I hope that has the winner
And will tell me no more lies
A few minutes later he knocks at the door
And I hop into the car
Daddy tells me what he buys

I cant wait to see you mommy
I'm just a few days away
I hear daddies taking you to dinner
I can't wait to see what he has to say
I think he might propose
And you'll be happy for this day

When your daddy starts the car
He seems a little drunk
We didn't go that far
Till I heard a loud clunk!
The room is spinning and everything goes black
I hope your still my baby
And you didn't die on this attack

Mommy I am drifting away
I don't feel like I'm apart of you any more
There isn't much to say
There wont be anything left to adore
I guess this was gods way
To take me back to heaven
I know you'll look back at this day
And daddy will only be known as Kevin

I awake in the hospital 3 weeks to late
I feel my tummy
No baby to be found
Daddy ran into another car
And he instantly died
I know that meeting you isn't that far away
For now I know that I lost my baby that day
I see that I am badly hurt and only have awhile to live
I see my parents across the room
In tears crying for what they didn't give
Now the lights are fading
I cant wait to meet you
My Baby, My angel