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Nysha's New Creators for March - posted on 1st Apr 2018 at 9:00 AM
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Alchemist
#2026 Old 19th Apr 2018 at 9:44 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Bigsimsfan12
For the first time in a while, I wasn't numb. I was vibrant. I felt everything properly. Not the muted feelings I always have. I felt actually happy, in love, sad, etc. It was nice. Now I'm back to being stuck inside my head and my feelings are back to being watered down.


Take the vibrancy as it comes.

Living in Washington State, I usually felt like you do now, like tired, bland, not quite myself.

Hope you had a good time feeling whole. I can only imagine how painful it is to not emote properly.

I actually feel bad for you. When one is not themselves, it can be a nightmare to try and find someone to relate to.

At least I know today my packages have yet to come.

I slept until noon today and I will need to readjust my sleep schedule.

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Alchemist
#2027 Old 20th Apr 2018 at 3:05 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by PANDAQUEEN
I actually feel bad for you

That's not the correct phrase to use...

Today has been okay. The dog has gotten into this habit of waking up at 8am to run to the front door and bark loudly at nothing. It wakes me up, and today was my day off! I wanted a lie in! Either way, it's lovely and sunny, so I've been playing outside with him.

~Your friendly neighborhood ginge
Alchemist
#2029 Old 20th Apr 2018 at 7:54 PM Last edited by PANDAQUEEN : 21st Apr 2018 at 12:15 AM.
Argh...

I can't seem to do anything right today. Beyond trying to empathize with people I can't see, I passed up an opportunity to tell George how I felt about him.

Urgh! What a miserable time to be alive. I can't tell if my honesty is sincere anymore NOR can I figure out how to collect better recipes for my personal cookbook. Last year's attempt at rainbow fruit ice pops ended in failure, I can't find an import store that sells rainbow sushi rice from Mexico and that's just for special occasions.

Nevermind, I am trying to do my best and I keep beating myself up for small things that hold great importance.

The only great things that happened today was I found the right type of spirulina (last time I bought it, it was a dark green and I was looking for blue) along with other powders for my homemade rainbow veggie sushi.

I'm trying my best. Personally, what's up with me is being beat down by the fact that in a couple weeks, I have job training and I don't want to be an interviewee from Hell, making dumb jokes or not doing something unless directed. In all honesty, this is going to be a make-or-break day when it comes and I have to hold off on every dumb joke, pun, gag or any suspect behaviors that shows I am not taking my future seriously.

I also got a shower after many long hours at my PC and Smartphone. It got to the point of dreadlocks started forming. But then again, my hair has gotten longer in the past couple of months thanks to a heavy regimen involving biotin, a rather inert nutrient that aids in the health of hair, skin and nails. Being inert, it's highly unlikely, almost impossible for overdose, however, I have been known to abuse my hair and I still have a bleach job that was botched.

Either way, I still have to deal with not only the elephant in the room, but it seems the elephant invited his two other dangerous friends: the hippopotamus and the rhinoceros. This how pressure is for me, an anxiety patient with very little reason to open up to strangers face-to-face.

If something changes my mind about today, in a positive way, I might update. Can't really hope for anything more than a miracle.

Update: On Facebook, which nearly my entire family is on, my aunt Jeanne (my father's younger sister) shared a picture of her dearly departed dog Justus in life, getting smacked by her current and only pet, a cat named Smush.

Smush had reason to smack Justus, because Justus peed on Smush one time. Justus was a digestive daredevil, eating things he shouldn't and puking it back up. Then again, his breeds were a mix of poo eating dogs. Smush, when he was younger, would steal mentholated cough drops and Bluetooth headsets. Justus used to steal part of Smush's dinner and since Justus died a few months ago, Smush has gotten rather fat, but he's still ornery as ever.

I don't want to be friends with any of you who have Facebook, because I want to keep my life with you guys separate from my family. No offense, but my family is more over the top at times than myself.

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Alchemist
#2030 Old 21st Apr 2018 at 6:32 PM
Well, I decided not to be quiet and told my father I hated the rice I had on hand. It doesn't come out dry enough to be compliant with a sushi slurry made of rice wine vinegar, mirin and sugar.

In other news, I got skunked again waiting for my Japanese packages. Maybe Monday.

My father and I will be looking for suitable sushi rice for a project I had in mind.

I also got things back together in my shopping list.

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Alchemist
#2031 Old 21st Apr 2018 at 7:44 PM
5 nosebleeds. Toothache. Trying not to fall asleep at work.

~Your friendly neighborhood ginge
Top Secret Researcher
#2032 Old 21st Apr 2018 at 8:46 PM
i simply want to die, and will try making it happen as soon as i find the courage
Alchemist
Original Poster
#2033 Old Yesterday at 5:16 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by PANDAQUEEN
Argh...

I can't seem to do anything right today. Beyond trying to empathize with people I can't see, I passed up an opportunity to tell George how I felt about him.

Urgh! What a miserable time to be alive. I can't tell if my honesty is sincere anymore NOR can I figure out how to collect better recipes for my personal cookbook. Last year's attempt at rainbow fruit ice pops ended in failure, I can't find an import store that sells rainbow sushi rice from Mexico and that's just for special occasions.

Man very sorry to hear that. I feel bad for you.

Today I tried making a tuna fish Sandwich and the juices squirt all over my shirt. And I just got this shirt. So I had to change. But we got this new wheat bread and that really made the sandwich taste better.

Felt hot all day because of the AC wasn't turned on. Gotta fight with my fam over it. I turn it on, they turn it off.

But I guess it was okay because I end up having a cannabis chocolate so I was high for about 2 hours. These chocolates have 210 calories apparently, with each piece consisting of 10mg. The pieces are quite small, similar in size to a skittle. Took two around 16:30.

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Theorist
#2034 Old Yesterday at 2:21 PM
I got tired of dealing with the trolls at my doctors office telling me what kind of exercise is best. First they tell me I need to stay inside because of all the evil pollen. Then they tell me I shouldn't lift weights and if I do, they should be kept light. Nope! I'm not wasting my time with 2 lb dumbbells. Muscle burns fat. Using weights that don't challenge muscle to make them stronger is wasting energy and not in a good way. When their light weight argument didn't fly, then they tell me to go for 15 minute walks assuming I take a mountain of drugs before leaving the house.

I said enough with the nonsense and bullshit and bought a desk cycle . Doing so allows me to stay in my frickin' 'bubble' AKA the house and I don't have to worry about the stupid pollen or stupid people of which there is no shortage of. The new toy came in Wednesday. I've put almost 200 miles on it since then. The next time the trolls get all up in my grill about how I should only engage in endurance-type exercise, they can't say anything although they will find something to hen-peck me about.

Sometimes you just have to tell people to STFU. Nothing good comes from endless yapping, nagging and being a general pain the ass while handing out conflicting advice. As for the weights, I'm still doing it whether they like it or not as it makes me happy. 2 lb dumbbells are good for putting on the floor and raising toes for deadlifts.

There's no rest for the wicked
Alchemist
#2035 Old Yesterday at 4:13 PM
Well, I got some papers and other recycling off the floor and the laundry into the hamper.

My room is a fucking nightmare. I have garbage of the recyclable and non-recyclable type filling up the cans, there's laundry of involving socks without mates, I need to put clean laundry away, but I first need to sweep the floor, reroute the wires to the charge hub I build and then, once it's done, I won't feel so paranoid about spiders. I have nothing against East Coast spiders, it's the West Coast ones I used to swallow, about 2 each week on average. My parents may be kind to spiders, but if you cross the threshold, your life is over. The last thing they see is the sole of a Converse high top.

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Mad Poster
#2036 Old Yesterday at 6:06 PM
I said enough with the nonsense and bullshit and bought a desk cycle . Doing so allows me to stay in my frickin' 'bubble' AKA the house and I don't have to worry about the stupid pollen or stupid people of which there is no shortage of. The new toy came in Wednesday. I've put almost 200 miles on it since then. The next time the trolls get all up in my grill about how I should only engage in endurance-type exercise, they can't say anything although they will find something to hen-peck me about.

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Thanks for the tip about the under desk cycle. One is whisking its way to my house as I type. I'll have to pass on the weights, though. Weight training is not something most doctors like in people with lymphadema from node removal during breast cancer surgery. But I do have some exercises I do for that, so with the cycle I'll be all covered.

Like you, I can't be out in the elements. Additionally, I'm as white as a sheet of printer paper (not kidding even a little bit), so being outside for any length of time is contra indicated. I have to take out the garbage and check the mail early in the morning or late afternoon.

"Death cannot stop true love; all it can do is delay it for awhile."
#2037 Old Yesterday at 7:12 PM
Well. Had a very interesting day yesterday...
I had been vacuuming the night before yesterday and the power went out in only part of the basement. When I woke up yesterday morning, I discovered that both DVRs weren't working either. I told dad about this and he recommended that I call the cable company BUT I needed a 16-digit account number, which I didn't know. So then my dad recommended that I try to deal with the circuit breaker (since the power was still gone in part of the basement) and flip the switches. That actually solved both the light issue AND the DVR issue, so I didn't even need to call the cable company.
...But I did end up missing some episodes of a show I'm really getting into. I think there's another episode of it tonight though...

Life is paradoxically coincidental to the ironical tyranny applicable to the unparalleled definition of reverse entropy.

"A thunderstorm breaks the wall of darkness." - Lyrics to Storm

"Meh." - me
Alchemist
#2038 Old Yesterday at 10:17 PM
Work was okay. There's this girl at work people don't seem to like her that much because she's a little over-expressive and pompous. I like her though. People keep pawning her off on me when they're suppose to be working with her. I can't tell if she thinks it's normal because she's new or if she's worked out that she can be too much for some people and just accepts it. Either way, she reminds me of the me I am in my head (behind all the shyness), and I like that about her. Also, turns out we have a lot in common; our birthdays are 2 days apart, we have the same birth mark on our arms, same missing tooth and turns out, the flat I lived in with my ex-Fiance is the same flat she use to live in when she was 10.

I was a little annoyed today that one of my coworkers was kinda bitching about her to me, just because she had come on shift and asked who she was working with before people had been assigned partners (we work in 2s). They also bitch because of all her hand gestures when she talks, the spring in her step and she's got a very southern/Upper-class/"British" accent. They also think it's weird that she's so attached to me, although what can you expect when people keep saying "Cassie can you look after [her] for a minute?", also I think I'm one of the only ones who has made the effort to get to know her. I think they're a little jealous though, because she just seems like a ray of sunshine compared to some of the people I work with who seem to hate their jobs.

Which reminds me, today the sister of the resident I have 1:1 with on Sundays told me that I'm always happy and smiling. It was nice, considering I refer to myself as "a little rain cloud".

~Your friendly neighborhood ginge
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