For the first time in a while, I wasn't numb. I was vibrant. I felt everything properly. Not the muted feelings I always have. I felt actually happy, in love, sad, etc. It was nice. Now I'm back to being stuck inside my head and my feelings are back to being watered down.
Take the vibrancy as it comes.
Living in Washington State, I usually felt like you do now, like tired, bland, not quite myself.
Hope you had a good time feeling whole. I can only imagine how painful it is to not emote properly.
I actually feel bad for you. When one is not themselves, it can be a nightmare to try and find someone to relate to.
At least I know today my packages have yet to come.
I slept until noon today and I will need to readjust my sleep schedule.
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