4am the dancing starts.
Candice is playing the sesame street theme on my base and it looks like the kitchen hand has learnt a new dish!
The cracks are starting to show in my relationship with Roger. Little things I never noticed before like it’s always me who instigates affection. He always reciprocates but still it would be nice once in a while if it were him who reached out for a cuddle.
And another weird thing he does is if we’re sitting on the couch together and I ask for some affection he will jump onto my lap like a little kid. Shouldn’t
I be the one sitting on
his lap? Maternal issues maybe?
I think Zoe has the hots for Roger. She walks past often, regardless of whether I’m there or not, waves and sings out ‘call me’ in her singsong way. What like he needs to call her when we all live under the same roof? Freak.
She follows him around like a love sick puppy in heat. This morning Roger came into my room at 5am to turn on my stereo , Didn’t matter that I was sleeping-Inconsiderate piece of shit-he has a habit of doing that, when in follows Zoe who breaks into a solo.
Dancing that is. Who in their right mind gets up before daybreak and thinks, hmm, I think I’ll enter one of my dormies rooms and dance a little jig?
Roger and I left to have breakfast and our showers and when I came back to my room she was still there, dancing the same little routine over and over from 5am to 6.30am. All by herself.
I shook my head and left for class, only to come back 4 hours later to find her still in my room, only this time Ethan had joined her. This isn’t exactly what I’d expect to find when I anticipated going to college.
A couple making out in my room maybe but not dancing!
I closed the door behind me and finished off my term paper before retiring to Rogers room.
Once again he woke me up early by turning on the stereo and oh no….
Dancing.
I needed to splash my face with some cold water when I noticed the sinks were putrid. As I was scrubbing away after someone else’s filth, making sure not to touch the oversized toothbrush someone had left, it dawned on me.
I need to get my own place.