Life.....
It is one of those things that can be lost so fast one mintue your totally in control of everything around you, living, breathing, seeing. Everything possible is for the taking, what is it you dream of most? Can you taste it? Or is it so far away that your fingers just cant quite make it? Or maybe, you watch, wishing, hoping, stewing on it until one day you explode.
So you run to no where in particular, you have been running so long that your starting to feel the strain. As you start to slow you look around taking in the scenery before you, the sun has gone down and all you see around you is empty streets. Your heart starts to race and your eyes widen, all you hear is the drip coming from a building and it sets off goose pumps, then everything goes black.
What they do not realise is that in the dark of the shadows, behind that trash can and watching from the hight roof tops. There is always something watching.....waiting, for the perfect time to pounce. To feed on the innocent and compete in the fight for power. You may think your the only being out there, don't you human? The things you can discover if you just look hard enough. Those are the things that eat you alive, tear at your flesh and remove all traces like you never exsisted at all.
My life has not always been nice to me I was born different, maybe not on the outside – but on the inside everything is a abomination. Everything seemed normal as a child, I did normal things children did. That was until I hit the ripe age of 13 thats when the hunger began, I don't know how else to describle the feeling. I never got any warning, my whole body would freeze over, feeling like someone else was talking over. Then my body melted into it feeling the hungers extacy, what happens after that is best unsaid. Still to this day I struggle to look at myself in the mirror, to face the demon inside me. I know she will always be in there lurking it takes all my strength just to fight back.
The only thing keeping me on edge was my new found friend dog, who was in fact a wolf. She had been by my side ever since (which was only a week ago). . . .I decided to fight back against my demon. I tell myself that I'll be strong, but the truth is that wolf is my rock and without her, I would be straight back where I started. Sometimes I wonder where she come from, and what exactly she is. Normal animals bark and snarl at me, they have good sences like that. I guess that is why I feel this attatchment to dog she makes me feel safe even if it is a false sence of security.
Being bogged up in side makes me restless, so on this fine day I decided that a walk was in order. It was nice to be alone since the dog was usually around. Listening to the wind pick up and blow my hair around my faces. It had an odd sence of serenity......Then BOOM it hit me, my heart skipped a few beats.
Once I opened my eyes I panicked, my hands were tied behind my back and my vision was blurry. I could not remember a thing, I felt my heart start to race again but knowing how stupid that was, I forced my self to breath slower. Once I had calmed myself I noticed a blonde little girl sitting on the chair reading. I looked around and it was deffinatly my house.
“WHAT THE ….” I struggled to get the hand cuffs off but nothing was working.
The small girl just smiled. “I was wondering how long it was going to take you to wake, how are you feeling?”
I just spat at the crude little monster “WHERE IS DOG!” I screamed at her, and what the hell had she tied me up with, this shit is starting to burn.
Then it hit me, I looked to the small girl as she closed her book, she had the most unusual eyes. She smelt....like dog but that could be the bed, my nose was rather close to the blanket.
“It happened again didn't it.” I whispered and the small girl gave me a sad grin and nodded slowly.
“Do you remember anything Ala?” She asked softly.
My head was pounding and I just looked to her for a moment. What was I doing?
“Do you know what happened to me? I whispered.
She nodded slowly.
“What is your name?” I asked after a long silence.
“Lottie” she said softly.
As I sat up Lottie pulled over her chair to sit closer to me. Really, what was a child doing in my appartment? Some things were not adding up, I looked at her for a while, it seems as she was just waiting for me to ask questions. This was no normal girl.
“How did you find me?” I finally ask her, unsure if I actually wanted to know this answer.
“I have been here the whole time.” She smiled so innocently, it made my stomache queezy.
I looked under the bed as if I would a sign of someone living under there, but there was nothing. The silence was drilling into my skull, I couldn't think. “what do you mean here?” I demanded frowning at her. She just kept a placid face, like there was no worry in the world.
“Well, I have been by your side waiting, ever since you said that prayer.” She looked at me right in the eyes.
I always thought demons were burnt from the inside if they touched or said anything about god, or holy or anything.
“Bloody Hell, what on earth is going on?” I cursed.
Out of no where I heard cracks of bones and a light shimmering, as I looked up at Lottie, she was no longer a little girl.
“Remember me? It is lucky you got me doll, because a little birdy told me your going to have a visitor and your not going to like it.”
Pictures:10
Word Count: 1066
Atoner.
Plot point: Mind over matter
Sidekick: Moral Compass
CC: Everything... I will try list everything I remember
Heavens Buildings/LemonLeaf make up/Sclub accessories/Anubis hair/ Ace creations/ Ala's boots/ plus probably more.....skin by sclub too I think and D3N eye contact.... or I have about 10 different eyes hahaha. Arisku made the wolf..... excuse my shitty graphics
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