Those oval eyes.
It has been 8 months since Little Logan was born, I take care of him but Jane .. well Jane just isn't Jane anymore, she spends all her time with Petal and she barley gives Logan a second glance, can't say I'm worried though, she loves Petal so much. I'm sure she'll adjust to Logan in the same way. I sure am tired, Logan is a little screamer and keeps me up most nights, but me and Logan have a high bond, and I can't believe it'll be his first birthday soon.
It has been nearly a year since i have been to work, and Jane only works Mondays, sundays and wednesdays. So someone has to bring home the bacon and that person is me, since I've had a lazy year off I'm fresh and new and rearing to go. Aw bless, Jane has layed Logan on the sofa and she is gazing into his eyes, they are a light blue with a twinge of silvery grey, lighter then mine anyway, prehaps he inherited them from his grandad, but I dont like to think about it. Anyway I'm off!
Those eyes, those eyes arn't mine.
Neither are they Lillie's.
I'm sorry, but I know your not mine.
Im sorry..
Im sorry, i really am..
Jane took a soft pillow from the corner of the couch and hovered it over Logan. His howling grew louder as a shawdow lurked over his head. Jane closed her eyes and thought about what she was doing. It was the right thing, she knew he wans't hers, and she couldn't accept that. He was not hers.
Screaming...
Howling...
Crying...
Nothing..
Jane breathed heavily, her eyes widened as she noticed the motionless baby, she picked him up and took him to his cot. Washed her hands and took a bath.
what have I done...
It was the right thing..
Wasnt it??
I arrived home with a whole stack of props, Oh I didn't tell you did I? I work in the acting carreer and I have a job as a prop designer, It's a pretty awsome job, but I have to keep up the good work, Im in such a happy mood!
I walked into the Petals bedroom, she was having her usual afternoon nap, I smiled and tucked her in, stroking her soft skin and brushing away the loose strands of hair that fell down her delicate face.
I made the bed and asumed Logan was asleep, until I saw him. He was limp and still. I screamed.
"JANE, JANE WHAT THE H*LL HAPPNED, CALL A DAMN AMBULANCE!!!"
I took my baby boy and began begging him to wake up, splashing a little cold water on his face and trying to listen for a pulse..
There was none.
Jane came out with hazy eyes, staring upwards, as if she was fascinated in the ceiling.
"I did the right thing Lillie, you where so miserable,"
"Jane, CALL A DAMN AMBULANCE! PLEASE!!"
"You where so tired, so very tired.."
"JANE YOUR NOT MAKING ANY SENCE!!"
Jane looked from the ceiling to the floor and flashed a smile.
"I did it Lillie, I have rescued you from that little ... "
"YOU DID THIS TO LOGAN!!!"
"I had no choice Lil, we where so happy before hehh .. heehh. hheee arrived"
I looked at my dead baby, his arms flopped and he looked so peacefull.
"Your a murderer.. i can't marry a murderer, NOW GET OUT!"
Jane's head shot up, her eyes alarmed.
"GET OUT JANE!"
Sorry for such drama I hope your enjoying the story, it was just getting a bit repetive so I decided to you know, spice it up a bit :D